STARS is making me upset.
i've only got 3 subs registered. din't even get my core. rarrrr. i can kill the system; wrap my fingers round its frail neck and pin it to the wall. then, i shall--
not be so violent.
come on, i'm supposed to be calm and collected.
...
...
ok 2 seconds is long enough.
apparently jacqueline, lady in charge, is not picking up col's calls. poor girl, she must be too frightened at all that ringing from everyone else.
i, am more civilised.
i email.
but i'm thinking of emailing her again to emphasize my urgency...i think i sounded too calm.
but i'm still thinking.
before i do anything stupid again like believing the system when it told me i was overloading when i'm not.
rarrrrrrr.
i'm calm, i'm calm.
breathe.
i think....i just might call her.
if i keep staring at the stupid planner waiting for ppl to drop, i might just go insane.
ok that's it.
i'm going to go look for her number.